I can't say thank you enough to all of you who have commented here and at TheHeronClan the last couple of days. It is heartwarming and actually is comforting to see how many of you are pulling for us tomorrow and in the days to come.
t and I both are remarkably calm tonight. I am not so surprised about t. She has had a positive attitude about this throughout this process. I have had times of great anxiety and even doubt, while knowing in my head that this is for the best for us both. Today I am almost feeling relieved. I have a number of crises that cropped up in the last few weeks before this at work, that had me very distressed to be away at this time, resolved in the last week. My father, is home and seemingly well, despite the grave concerns they were having about him yesterday morning.
I am not at all naive enough to believe this is going to be easy, comfortable, or fun, but I am somehow resolved and feeling that all will be well and this won't be as bad as it seemed it might to me at one time. If I have fears and worries it is for t and sue.
I just need for my two loves of my life to be OK through this so we can be one together for the rest of our very long and healthy prosperous lives.
Thank you doesn't begin to express my appreciation and gratitude for your good thoughts, energies, prayers, caring, and friendship.
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you've imagined.
P. S. We are told that there is wireless Internet for patients at the hospital. swan will have her laptop there and we hope will be able to be in touch and to keep you abreast of developments and to receive your support.